Currently Listening Breakaway By Kelly Clarkson see related

i heart linds, cami, kelsey and...um...me. i threw a marshmallow at the tv last night for us. because sex and the city - once again - related to me. if you didn't see it, im not going into details.....

me and emily cleaned the room like mad yesterday. we reorganized a lot. all our food is now in storage boxes on the shelf. and we have pots!!! mom, jen and em came and visited yesterday. its always great to see the family.

things concerning the men hasn't really improved...if anything, its gotten more complicated. but right now, i really need to worry more about my studies than my social life. hopefully everyone understands that.

anywho...speaking of studies. i've got some studying to do. love you all and miss you!

growl...

im at the point where i almost don't believe that nice guys exist anymore. i've met so many that have said they're different...but what does different really mean? they say they'll treat me right, that i'm awesome...but after this weekend, it's difficult to believe.

i could just keep thinking that all guys are assholes. yeah. that's one way to do it. that way, they're guaranteed to hurt me. if they do, no big deal. i saw it coming. but if i start to think that a guy in genuinely nice, and hurts me, then how am i supposed to react to that? i know no one is perfect. i know i'm not perfect, and that i've hurt guys in the past too. but its so hard to believe that a guy is nice when so many have hurt me in the past.

that's no way to live my life. maybe after a little while, i'll find it in myself to trust guys again. but for now...i'll be sitting here with my ice cream, wishing lindsay, kelsey, and cami and me could all be together for a girls night. stupid school!

i miss doing crosswords during class when i don't feel like paying attention. the problem would be that 1) the crosswords here are probably too hard and 2) i like paying attention in class here. it's a change, let me tell you.

me and emily took a tally today of...something. turned out to be 6. not good. hopefully i cut a couple off though....

anywho......i have a cold and it sucks. never get sick at college. let this be a lesson to all of you.

miss everyone at home

i know, i know. i haven't updated in a really long time. but i really haven't had time, what with the grades and the social life i have to keep up. in any case...a summary of my college life thusfar:

my roommate is awesome

the majority of the boys i know are cute, sweet, and nice

classes are going pretty well and i finally realize that i am where i'm supposed to be

basically, i am happier than i have ever been in my entire life. and i am so happy to be at Miami where I know I belong, with the most awesome friends anyone could ask for.

I'm actually back in Lima for a surprise visit for the long weekend. I was kinda unsure about the whole thing, because I wasn't sure how I'd be accepted, but as far as I can tell, I have been missed to some extent. And things changed while I was gone. not that I can stop that, but whatever.

anyways. must go. people are stopping bye. hope this satisfies people for the time being before I can be a little more specific...